You say it's wrong - 10/17/06

You say it’s wrong
How can’t I agree?
You say it’s a sin
I say let me be
You say it’s a phase
I say that it’s love
You say I’ll find others
I say she’s enough
You say it’s disgusting
You say it’s a lie
I say that I love her
Without her I’d die
Our friendship is over
For we can’t agree
Still I will love you
Though now you hate me

Forgiveness - 10/13/06

you say you love how I forgive
so easily every wrong
you could do anything, I’d forgive
and the truth is that it’s true
I’d forgive you if you cheated
I’d forgive you if you lied
I’d forgive you if you slit my throat
I’d forgive you ‘til I died
you say you love how I forgive
I’m willing, yes, its true
because of this I’ll always feel
how much it hurts to heal

Another time - 10/11/06

Another time, another place
There’s a way it’d be okay
I know it’s true, but I don’t know
How or when or why
Some way, some how
I know we’ll be okay
Somewhere in a future world
With just the two of us

That's a Lie - 10/11/06

I look at the picture
I say “good times”
That’s a lie

I look in his eyes
Say “I love you”
That’s a lie

I raise my hand
“Of course I believe”
That’s a lie

I look, shamed, at my feet
“We never can be”
That’s a lie

I look past your eyes
“I don’t love you”
That’s a lie

You kiss my cheek
“I don’t love you, too”
That’s a lie

I'm afraid of scaring you away - 10/4/06

I’m afraid of scaring you away
I’m afraid I’ll say too much
Is it okay to love you?
Is it all right to need you?
Am I coming on too strong?
Are these feelings here too soon?
I knew it when I saw you
With the first glance I knew
It’s swelled within my heart from then
I wish that you could know
I’m terrified of losing you
Afraid that it’s too soon
I love you, but do you love me?
I do not dare to ask

It is a choice that I must make - 10/4/06

It is a choice that I must make
To live in secret and to hide
To live my life fore’er in fear
Of my secret being revealed
Or lose it all to live my life
The way I feel would be all right

Inspiration - 10/3/06

Searching for inspiration
I look into your eyes
I hear the words you never said
I feel the pain you ne’er expressed
I see our love shine in your eyes
I know the words I need to write

could fate truly be so cruel - 10/03/06

could fate truly be so cruel
to force our love to hide?
or is this just some passing phase,
a joke sent from the skies?

Will I ever see you again? - 10/1/06

Will I ever see you again?
So near and yet so far
Our last words run through my mind
Confessions of our love
So young, but yet so true
Ripped apart by life’s cruel ways
Cruel irony this life’s become
Alone and yet so much in love
With the memory that you’ve become
In Heaven rest your weary head
Through our love, I will see you again